It is only one person's Perception!

I have realized through my study of the tarot and now the runes that if we follow our own intuition the outcome will always be the answers you are seeking. If we all follow the written guides to learn who or what the cards and runes represent, we are following the interputations of one person or a collection of people and not our own intuition. It's like the Bible. Great stories to be used as a guide for our lives, not to be taken literally. Same goes for learning the forms of divination. Humans are fallable, we're not machines so we make it fit, we make it work. But what works for some will possibly not work for me or you. If cards weren't so mass marketed we could make our own sets. Each one of us will be given 78 blank cards, minor and major arcanas will remain the same as far as the numbering but the rest will be to your own choosing even the names on the cards. Remember when we divine the divine, we need symbolism that will resonate with our souls light up our minds and hearts. Someone else's artwork and meanings, we will find it difficult to put to memory unless we take course after course. Not so if you create your own. The magic will be high and the readings worthy of your craft. Just a thought. Perhaps I will do just that! Stayed tuned....

Reality vs Religon

What is it about some people's concept of GOD that makes these certain people insane? What makes them so insecure in their faith they attack others who don't believe in the way they feel we should? If it were up to the so called christians today, the inquisitions would begin anew! I know of one person who would lead the charge making sure every witch or wiccan like me, is strung up and burnt at the stake again. God and Goddess help us all.

So in the name of "GOD" we have raped, pillaged, burned down cities and towns, eradicated the female populous in some cities and regaled our sex to subserviant roles for centuries. Bravo!!!

Now that we stand up and say ...hey wait a sec ...no way you are going to treat me like this, some religous zealots (YES WOMEN TOO) tell us we are wrong to question, we are wrong to want the betterment of man and womankind by following the old ways of natural healing and magic, we must follow their way or get on the highway quick before they catch us and silence us forever.

What have they learned from the Churches past mistakes (that they are still atonning for) ? Their horrors inflicted upon the innocent? From my view... not a damned thing.

Parry Sound

One and a half hours north lies a small town called Parry Sound. Mom and Dad were both born there. Laurie and Jim were born there also. Their families were some of the first founding families in the area. Our great-great grandfather Zachariah Watts a emanscapated mulatto slave settled there with his wife Annebelle McDougall and had 14 children. He was also a school board trustee for 2 terms that I could find.

We have alot of history there and everytime I go back there the familiarity of my time living there from age 1.5 to age 6 comes back in a rush.

We were on original Frazer land. Mom's dad was Fitzgerald Frazer II. His father by the same name came from Ireland and died when my grandfather was still in the womb. Grampa died young too when Mom was only 13 yrs old. Gramma Watts Frazer never re-married.

Many many years later Mom's brother Robert (Bobby) Uncle Bob to us bought the land and he was so excited about owning it. He bought a big trailer and set up camp. He came up as often as possible and planned to retire there by building a home. Life got in the way and his health deteriorated. He now has MS and is in a wheelchair. He sold the trailer and today we helped him pack up. He wept and so did we knowing how much leaving this land forever means to him. We all love him so very much.

The Runes

On another more positive subject, now that I've caught my breath, slowed my racing heart and both eyes are facing forward again (lol) I've decided after a couple years of being lazy, I am going to study the ancient Fulkirk Runes again.

I could only remember 3 of them. Not very good!

There is FEOH - - Odd shaped letter F - means Cattle or back then meaning you were wealthy because you could afford cattle! Also means (from memory so correct me) giving a gift, receiving a gift.

There is RAD - Looks like a letter R - means a journey. A moving forward

and GEOFU - which looks like a letter X - a union or partnership of some kind. Could mean a wedding a joining of two equals...

so you see I'm back to square one. I hope one day to master them and give you all readings!

F'ING NEWS!

It really pisses me off to no end when I read shit in the news that is supposed to throw cold water on our economic recovery. In one breath- we're not in a recession in another oh God more jobs lost. HEllo! There are always job losses! Businesses change, but ppl keep buying products and the economy does just fine! Why do they insist on keeping the country, not just ours, but globally in a state of panic? In a state of fear? Shut them off! Shut them all off! They make millions because we tune in, we react. Don't tune in please. Banks are making billions of dollars in profits because we think its okay to pay a fee to withdraw money we earned! Not them. OMG I have to shut up or else I'll disappear from this earth mysteriously or die from some illness easily explained and it won't be natural at all!

The minions who run the world and its banking system are counting on us mundanes to follow along blindly to whatever is said to us. They lead us around by the nose and we don't even realize it! Wake up ppl! Its not exaactly the Matrix but its close I believe. We are bombarded with noise until we don't even remember what we watched. Nothing moves us anymore we've become apathetic robotic symbols of our former selves.

Get outside go up north, get away. Live, slow down, breathe, live.

Happy Anniversary Tim

Well today my hubby and I have been married 21 years. Time has flown by and it certainly doesn't feel as though we've been a couple this long but its true. I think the reason we've done so well is because the love is still there. He tells me many more times than I tell him and I love it. We still hold hands and he's very loving and attentive. He's a slob in his bathroom and the rest of the house but hey,,, he works 2 jobs and rarely has any time off. So I keep my mouth shut. I love him very much. He is my life.

camping

There is something to be said about camping in a tent vs camping in a trailer. After 2 weekends in a tent. - omg give me walls and an inside bathroom. Bugs! What the hell? The flies they bite you, spiders bite you, mosquiotes bit you. I look like I have chicken pox! lol

Will I camp again? Oh hell ya!